God knows how I tried to help my mother in her sickness and how sincere I was in everything I did. She died from cancer. Fortunately, she had no symptoms of someone that has cancer. She had no pain that is strong or even present for weeks. She did not drink morphine or similar crap and I'm very grateful to God for all of this. I'm also grateful to God that she could speak to me to the very end and that we said goodbye to each other just before she died holding my hand.

My mother was and is a strong believer in God, Jesus and Heaven. I'm very proud of my mother, because she is one of the believers to whom it was given the honor to bear the cross and feel how Jesus Christ felt, even if its just a fragment of His pain. Its one thing to have a cross around the neck and another to bear it slowly in agony. Only true believers have the honor of passing this final test of true fate. For me, this means only one thing, that my mother was a sincere believer, truthful in her prays and just in her heart. She knew all the prayers and many parts of the Bible by heart. I believe that for my mother death is just a beginning of new life. I would be honored to die like her and I just might have such an opportunity.

I'm not a professional musician and the song is composed in a very short time. Nevertheless, it comes from the deep of my heart and soul, reflecting my emotions. I don't know if someone did similar song and I don't care, this music is what I'm feeling and saying to my mom. Its in mp3 format to make it small in size. You can download it from the music section.

Farewell Mama!

Aleksandar Vidakovic (Alex, Rebel)